Yesterday Evan and I was at the mall and there was a teeny tiny baby, I thought about it and I want a baby and its killing me I want a baby now ugh why can people have children who don't want them but people who are hurting inside because they want a child so bad and can't. I DON'T GET IT! I don't get why.. Yes in time God will provide but seriously what about that baby that is born today to a drug addict and is now in Foster Care, why did God choose to give her a baby when she can't even care for the child, but I can and want a baby and I am not getting one.
I need to start getting healthy and lose weight I am going on a strict diet and am going to work out, I just need to start feeling better. Today I feel like crap not sure why just do.
Anyways I just finished my period and Evan is almost done his pills so I am going to try really hard this month to get that take home baby.
2 days ago
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I wish you the best of luck!! I also don't understand why so many babies are born to moms who don't want them... but I do believe God has his reasons.
Good luck!
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